Some peace in my life and mind. Not all that clear but less restless. I’m not hiding, its of no use. I have to be here, to take control, accept my life and situation and not judge of how bad or good this is. I have to.
Only if knew when it will change. All of it. Only if I could see the good coming and not feel so defeated.
The mind wandering is less now but not the emptiness of heart. I need reason and result.
I want all I need and now!