Yesterday i really got upset, nothing major happened just that i missed my cab after work and had to wait for next 2 hrs for the next one. I got home late and all this while there was only one thought in my mind that I’m not a people’s person. you know those hey hi, everywhere they go and have fun in the most awkward times, laugh out troubles and make Friends. Well I’m not like them, and i don’t like it. I’m not saying i want to become a freak but i would like to have more acquaintances, more friends and would like to stop being judgemental without getting to know the person.
I think it all happens coz i don’t let my guard off. not in the least. i don’t know how to mingle without telling all your stories and yes i don’t like to tell much about myself unless i like the person.
Its strange i don’t know wen how will i learn all this. but i would like to know how to have these qualities. This unfriendliness of mine attracts unwanted and harmful people. Its not good. there are people waiting to catch you on your mistakes and pull you down but its not right to give them a chance. you need to talk-more, not personal but just simple things. and make good rapport with people at work.
but i don’t know how. its getting me all the negative things right now, this senior tries to pick any mistakes i make and its weird i keep fighting her rather than making peace. the problem is i dint know the way, the method. but wold love to learn.
if you know what to do.. do let me know!